Spontaneously Me

I feel so sorry to my blog.It's been ages since I've updated my blog and I wanted to apologize to my blog.
Sorry, blog :(

I guess today I won't post any picture or any advertisements in this post.
I just wanted to express my feelings these days (School holidays/Year-end).
It's almost the end of 2009....and everything is going to change again.
I remember year 2008 until today...everything has changed...and it's end of 2009.
There'll be another change in my life...
Actually, this is not really the style I blog....but there're some people...some incidents and something that had inspired me how to blog today. I should say thank you to them.

During the holidays, my friends and I spent times together and from there I've seen alot.
I've seen people with bad personalities.
I've seen hypocryte.
I've seen good people....

Actually, I baked cakes,baked buns with my friends.(Happy times)
I went shopping with my friends.(Happy and Bad times=It depends)
Stay at home online.(Bad times)
Spent money(It depends...mostly sad moments)
and etc.

Of all these activities, 10 out of 8 of them are times I spent with my friends.
Do you know that most of my thoughts or inspirations are from my friends?
This shows that friends to me are important and most of the times...they hurt me most because I know I wouldn't find other friends who share the same common interest.
These days...something happened and this incident keeps buggin' me and I don't feel good about this.


I just don't understand something...
Why those good things keep changing into bad things....

Now there's this feeling to me...and I don't know what feeling was that...It's really bugging me. I DON'T LIKE THIS!!!Somebody help me please...
I wanted to cry but I don't know why I need to...
Now I wish that everything get settled...

There's this song...I'm addicted to it...
It's my favourite song this month...very meaningful...
This song gave me inspirations and I wanted to share the lyrics with my friends.


I just wanted to say I appreciate you...


Never Knew I Needed - Ne-yo

(Ooh)
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took meI knew that I had,
everything that I wanted to have
You made me see there was something missing

(Oh yeah Oh)
For the ending of my first begin
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah oh
And, for the rare and unexpected friend
Oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah oh
For the way you're something that I would never choose
But at the same time something
I don't wanna loose
I don't ever wanna be without her again

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So, when you walked in,
I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See now it's so clear
I need you here(Oh yeah)
My accidental happily ever after (Woah)
The way you smile now you've gone for me
With your laughter
I must admit you weren't a part of "My Book"
But, now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter(Ooh)

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you walked in I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See, now it's so clear (its so clear)
I need you here(Ooh)
Who knew that I could be? (Who knew that I could be?)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly)
Undesierabley happy. Oh
so with you
Right here right here next to me!

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Woah)
So when you walked in, I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (I needed, woah)
See now it's so clear,
I need you here always
Now it's so clear,
I need you here always!
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