Spontaneously Me

I feel so sorry to my blog.It's been ages since I've updated my blog and I wanted to apologize to my blog.
Sorry, blog :(

I guess today I won't post any picture or any advertisements in this post.
I just wanted to express my feelings these days (School holidays/Year-end).
It's almost the end of 2009....and everything is going to change again.
I remember year 2008 until today...everything has changed...and it's end of 2009.
There'll be another change in my life...
Actually, this is not really the style I blog....but there're some people...some incidents and something that had inspired me how to blog today. I should say thank you to them.

During the holidays, my friends and I spent times together and from there I've seen alot.
I've seen people with bad personalities.
I've seen hypocryte.
I've seen good people....

Actually, I baked cakes,baked buns with my friends.(Happy times)
I went shopping with my friends.(Happy and Bad times=It depends)
Stay at home online.(Bad times)
Spent money(It depends...mostly sad moments)
and etc.

Of all these activities, 10 out of 8 of them are times I spent with my friends.
Do you know that most of my thoughts or inspirations are from my friends?
This shows that friends to me are important and most of the times...they hurt me most because I know I wouldn't find other friends who share the same common interest.
These days...something happened and this incident keeps buggin' me and I don't feel good about this.


I just don't understand something...
Why those good things keep changing into bad things....

Now there's this feeling to me...and I don't know what feeling was that...It's really bugging me. I DON'T LIKE THIS!!!Somebody help me please...
I wanted to cry but I don't know why I need to...
Now I wish that everything get settled...

There's this song...I'm addicted to it...
It's my favourite song this month...very meaningful...
This song gave me inspirations and I wanted to share the lyrics with my friends.


I just wanted to say I appreciate you...


Never Knew I Needed - Ne-yo

(Ooh)
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took meI knew that I had,
everything that I wanted to have
You made me see there was something missing

(Oh yeah Oh)
For the ending of my first begin
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah oh
And, for the rare and unexpected friend
Oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah oh
For the way you're something that I would never choose
But at the same time something
I don't wanna loose
I don't ever wanna be without her again

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So, when you walked in,
I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See now it's so clear
I need you here(Oh yeah)
My accidental happily ever after (Woah)
The way you smile now you've gone for me
With your laughter
I must admit you weren't a part of "My Book"
But, now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter(Ooh)

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you walked in I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See, now it's so clear (its so clear)
I need you here(Ooh)
Who knew that I could be? (Who knew that I could be?)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly)
Undesierabley happy. Oh
so with you
Right here right here next to me!

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Woah)
So when you walked in, I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (I needed, woah)
See now it's so clear,
I need you here always
Now it's so clear,
I need you here always!
---

I found these cute soaps at random...
and I've decided to share with all of you!!


REMEMBER!!
*Don't eat it...they're soaps and not food...

I'm selling this because they're too cute!!!!

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Of all these days, I've nothing to do....
I'm lazy to blog nowadays...and recently...
I've been very addictive to one of my blogs....
Which is

http://www.crystalblinkvision.blogspot.com
MY FIRST BUSINESS BLOG!!!
YEAH!!
Please be supportive^^
Thank you!!HEHE...

I don't understand nowadays....
Why am I so addicted to food....
I had so many things this morning...
And what's in my mine now are these.....
Chocolates....
Ice-creams...
Rice crackers...
Muesli...
and many more...






Rice crackers...boy






girl....






boy and girl....lame






My favourite....white chocolate!!






They told me it's limited edition...but I can still see them in stock nowadays...

Yeah!!It's my favourite Friday again...
My friends,Poi Yee,Germaine and myself had booked an appointment to pay a visit to a lab in Ipoh to get infos about the development of microorganisms since we've been given a task to do a research in our lower six lives...

I was late for 10 minutes just now...We've all promised to wait there at 3pm...but I didn't manage to make it on time...hehe...sorry people...

Then we waited for Mr. Chen XX...
We thought he was going to make it...but at the end...he didn't turn up...

And we went up to the mini lab...
We've seen so many new things...

Lastly,thanks to Mr. Faizal for the explanations...about microbes...
'You can do it!'
'We can do it!'
We hope you'll get what I mean...Mr. Faizal...lolx

Anyway,it was really an experience to remember....







There're more than this picture....

Continue blogging next round....hehe

I cut my hair...and it looked stupid...
My friendss started laughing at me...
Sob sob...

It's a sad day...
I had diarrhoea on that particular day which MJ was announced dead...
I was shocked and somehow...
The day before nd he was announced dead...
I found it very hard to get into a good sleep that day...
It was a sad thing to know that the legendary MJ was dead...
MJ's music will always be a legend!!

It was a Saturday before I went to tuition...
Chris asked us for a lunch in David's Dine...
Appreciated it...

And I looked really....bad that day...
Without makeup and sorta tired that day...





My plate of grilled fish





Yes...Old Friendss...

I don't feel like going online now or then...
I got saddened eveytime I go online...
My friends said that I'm whining when I told them I was quite upset...
I just don't know what's my purpose going online nowadays...
Even as I logged into 'Facebook'...
I dare not even share things with them anymore....
Might not be coming back to my blog that often...
Cox going online makes me feel unhappy nowadays....

Sorry...If I upset anybody....
It's up to all of you to say whether I'm whining or not....

I'm speechless...

You'll never know what am I blogging this about...

Lolx
xD

Again, it's Saturday, 1 a.m...
This is the first time to blog at 1 a.m...
I'm feeling empty, a bit sad....
I don't know why am I feeling that empty and having such sad feelings...
All I know that...
There're many changes around me...
Everybody, everything is changing...
My friendsss, living habits, styles and etc...
I don't know how to describe these feelings...
I know I've to adapt the facts only...
There're changes...
Either bad changes or good changes...
What I can do now is to adapt and suit myself to all these situations....






What'll you do when you're feeling empty and feeling lonely?

Yesterday, everything seemed so far away....
I was having a plan to start a small business like freelance work or something to earn a lil money...
Then, a friend of mine brought me to see his friendsss...(ps....i said friendSSS)
First,the conversation or you can consider it as a small briefing went smooth...
Then, it came the word MLM(Multi Level Marketing)...
I started to have such unpleasant feeling about this job...
Then, me and my friendssss ended up in a debating or you can say arguement....
Sorry guys....
Anyway....i hope we're still friendsss

It was somehow quite cute to see the shadow of a star.....^^

I bought these two books in MPH,One Utama....
The Chemistry definition and formulae book was quite clear and detailed while the Tony Buzan's 'Memory Book' was kinda funny...Muahahahahahaha!!!!





Two Books from MPH






Tony Buzan and Chemistry






Sexuality....use it!!!hahaha






By Tony Buzan....

It was a sunny day and I was staying alone in the condo in PJU.
Then I've thought of snapping a few shots of something cute???









Hello^^







It's Pink!!







Pinkie beside the window....







Nothing much but window...







Then,I was still alone in the condo enjoying the view from the window....

Well, since I did the "What Candy Are U?" quiz in facebook....
I'm the 'Skittles'(in facebook)
I've decided to buy 'Skittle' and have a taste of it....
I've found out that 'Skittles' really is.....Sour!!!
'Skittles' = Sour!!!
But in a way...the taste really surprised me...
Sour at the outer layer...
And Sweet inside it...hehehe...^^
Really surprised me....

















Skittles, Taste like Rainbow!!

It's Tuesday, my brother and I thought of going somewhere to have our lunch,
so he insisted me to drive him to 1U to have our lunch as well as to buy some groceries....
At the same time I can have my driving lesson in BandarUtama...Heheh!!
We headed to 1U and saw Ajisen Japanese restaurant....
"Cheap!!!"
My brother thought of that...
We then went inside and had our lunch there....nice huh!!
Lolx....

The food there was indeed nice...good taste...nice to see also...

















Location of Ajisen





Water Melon before good food comes...

Since weeks ago, I wasn't quite sure why should I practice my piano.
After I found out that London College Music Grade 8 Syllabus was tough....
I've then decided to practice my piano(fingering and so so) every morning soon after I've sent my sister to school every morning=.=
I hate sending my sister to school....
She just can't get up earlier every morning...
EVERYTIME HAVE TO URGE ME TO DRIVE FASTER!!!
I drove about 70+ this morning...


Oh well, I've practiced my piano everyday since Sunday...

But it ended up with such horrible music....
Hehe....






My Guide book for grade 8 LCM







Too Many Notes!!MAN!!






My One and Only-Piano!!
This is where I practice my fingering....

I was trying to work things out...
It was quite tough for me actually....frankly speaking...
As I was working out with my Chemistry and Maths. T exercises...
I, as usual....not focusing...
In another word....
Lost concentrations.....
Darn!!

Then, I did other things....
Like....
Taking pictures....







Chemistry....
sobs...








Chemistry again with my red mechanical pencil....









Then it came Maths...
Not that tough and not that easy....^^









Yea, Logarithm and Incices and stuffs again....